dilemma

pernah x korang di dalam situasi yg memerlukan korang semua untuk membuat keputusan, dan keputusan ini bukan calang2 keputusan... hurm, kadang2 keputusan ini mungkin membuatkan kita terluka+sedih+terkilan ataupun, mungkin org yg berada disekeliling kita yang akn mengalami kesan ini.. Urghhh!!! berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul, aku sekarang di dalam keadaan yg sungguh tertekan... i need to think, think and think.. i think maybe 'thinking' is my new hobby.. tertekan, depress, jammed, sakit hati, benci, rindu semua ader skrang ni... di dalam kepala otak aku ni, umpama rojak yang tercampur ke dalam semangkuk ABC!!! huh!! bodoh btol lar..... tp teringat lak kata2 penceramah yg cepat mental aritu, 'masalah yg menyebabkan hidup manusia mencabar'.. aku terpikir sejenak, hurm ader btol jugak kata penceramah itu.. tetapi, adakah masalah tu datang kepada manusia atau manusia mencari masalah?? kalu, manusia yg suka cari masalah, blasah jer... :p.. hahaha... tp, walaupom manusia mengelak daripada masalah, masalah tetap mencari manusia... so, ndak atau x, kna mesti menghadapi masalah ni.. jgn bimbang, kita mesti dapat menangani masalah, banyak cara nyer, kita ader YANG ESA, parents, friends... aper susah, kan??

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what shud i do rite now???

stay?

move along?

waiting?

cry?

remain silent?

..life is so complicated..

p/s : medhu in dilemma mode (muncung!)~~~

hugs and kisses!!!

21....

ditemani Ice Lemon Tea & Broery Marantika
di dalam bilik yg gelap...
tersenyum seorang diri...
diriku semakin tua..
sudah smpi masa ku untk berubah...
menjadi lebih matang..
lebih dewasa..
hurm..

Selamat Hari Lahir
ke 21
Mohd Hafeez Bin Abdul Halim..


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thanx to Little S,
for be
my 21st birthday's 1st wisher!!

p/s : adakah 21 itu satu umur yang tua? jawapan :: yesyes ^_^

hugs and kisses!!!

2nd tag dari Little S~~

001. Name →mohd hafeez bin abdul halim
002. Nickname(s)→ apih,medhu,sim,matsim,mulo,along,abg,Big H..... ^_^
004. Zodiac sign → pieces
005. Male or female → male lar, xkan 'nok' kot~~
006. Elementary → SK Pengkalan Kubor I
007. Middle School → xder
008. High School → Sekolah Menengah SainsTengku Muhammad Faris Petra
009. College School → National Defence University of Malaysia
010. Hair color → Perang... yeke??
011. Long or short → short
012. Loud or Quiet → loud but quiet sometimes...
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Camera
015. Health freak → tidak
016. Drink or Smoke? → heavy smoker
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yup2 ^_^
018. Eat or Drink → drink after eat, kalu drink smbil eat nanti jd gemuk!!
019. Piercings → xder
020. Tattoos → tringin gak ndak ader 'code bar' kat blkg leher.. cam Hitman gitu~~

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → maner ader, aku laki lar... and i hate guy with piercing!!!
024. First best friend → ahmad hanafi bin mat jusoh... 1st poseur in my life!...
025. First award → dajah 5, menang tempat ke3 kuiz kesihatan peringkat zon.. bangga!!!
026. First crush → saidatul amirah binti abdul rahim.. (time darjah 2)
027. First pet → sepasang kura-kura... nama dier, erk... xingat!
028. First big vacation → family trip to Hat Yai, Thailand in 2000..
030. First big birthday → 5 years old,time kat kindergarden, lilin birthday tertingal, guna lilin yg besar tu..huhuhu..

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → roti gardenia choc flava..
050. Drinking → nescafe latte
052. I'm about to → smoke right now!!! argghhh!!!
053. Listening to → Loser Lullaby by Lucy in The Loo
054. Plans for today → less smoke!
055. Waiting for → sunset!!

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → ndak! tp 3 org jer... mesti ader prince and princess!!
059. Want to get married? → lelaki leh kawin smpi 4 org kan??
060. Careers in mind → pemotong balak bwah air kat Tasik Kenyir.. style giler!!!

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes, because mata ni ciptaan terhebat!
070. Shorter or taller? → short and small ler.. senang ndak lambung! :p
072. Romantic or spontaneous → romantik yg sepontan = romentik komedi
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach (lagi2 yg ader tattoo operation)
074. Sensitive or loud→ sensitive and loud
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship lar....
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → trouble maker.. giler arh!!!

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → glasses aku yg ke 7 ilang tahun lepas!!
081. Ran away from home → xpenah,aku anak umi~~~
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → i'm not The Punisher, tp kalu ader gun tu style gak...
083. Killed somebody → hurm, almost.. my dad, time aku umor 5 tahun,kat stesen Tumpat, lompat turun train time ndak smpi station, aku just luka sikit kat lutut but my dad, dikejarkan ke hospital,(terpengaruh ngam KTM staf, yg lompat sebelom train berenti)
084. Broken someone's heart → hurm, always~~~
085. Been arrested → hahaha..penah2, lepas amik result PMR time 2003, xpakai helmet, naek muto, lalu depan balai polis, kna saman... owh, time kat Ipoh in 2009, kna tahan ngam polis time duk tgh kaco 'nok'... malu giler!!!!
087. Cried when someone died → my late grandmother in 2001, stroke too :'(

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → of course lar, xcaye diri sendiri baek mati lar...
090. Miracles → yes, sometime i wish i have miracles...
091. Love at first sight → i'm the first sight lover~~
092. Heaven → yes, and i'll go there! Amin!
093. Santa Claus → gemok berjambang!!! selekeh tol!
094. Tooth Fairy→ org ckp tooth fairy ni cantek... huk3,,
095. Kiss on the first date → kiss?? i like... he3..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Little S
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → no..something is missing
099. Do you believe in God → God is great!!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people→ xbaek tag org nih!!!

p/s : kalu kira balik, question ni xcukup pom 100... ngee~~~

hugs and kisses!!!

thanx.... ^_^

huhuhu
ari ni aku dapat Strepsils dr Little S
huhu

can't stop smiling
^_^
suker sgt
hahahaha


thanks Little S!

p/s: ndak simpan lar benda ni!!!!

hugs and kisses!!!

Tagged oleh Little S

5 Hadiah yang anda impikan.

1.freedom
2.rumah kat atas bukit
3.a hard toy
4.time machine
5.money

Alasan terhadap pilihan tersebut.

1. hidup aku skrg sgt tertekan!!!
2. sejuk+nyaman+romantic+nice view
3. selalu jer aku bg kat org, ndak juga merasa org bagi lak.. :p
4. aku ndak ubah my life (ndak jawab chemestry leklok!!)
5. money is everything!!!

5 Impresi terhadap orang yang diminati.

• kecik tapi berbisa
• ala2 tomboy!!
• save the world, save the cheerleader!!
• sweet+sempoi+manja sgt!
• kau amat baik inside ^_^ (pinjam ayat nih leh x??)

5 Perkara hebat yang pernah dilakukan

• bersekolah di Sekolah Menengah Sains Tengku Muhammad Faris Petra!!!
• berkenalan dgn cheerleader CBN (cita2 aku tuh!)
• sambut New Year 2009 pada ketinggian 30,000 kaki dr paras bumi!!
• penah tgk Trilogy Lord of The Rings berturut2!!
• pecah masuk hostel pempuan kat skolah dulu (tp time cuti, xder org)

5 Ciptaan yang paling disukai.

• sunset
• bintang
• perempuan (hehehe)
• internet (banyak knowladge dapat dicari!!!)
• budu!!

5 Perkara yang paling dibenci

• lipas dan ahli keluarganya
• watermelon + kentang ( yulks!!)
• org yg hipokrit,suka tikam belakang (aku panggil asshole!!)
• wake up in the morning
• sakit

5 orang yang hendak ditag.

• kiki the pari2
• ahmad jusoh
• ili lola paradise...
• nas (lama tol xdgr kabo dr ko!!)

hugs and kisses!!!

broken cigarette

huk3...

rokok aku dipatah kan....
sedey tol...

p/s : adakah ni tanda aku akn brenti smoke???

hugs and kisses!!!

sad story!

'leaving on the jet plane'
maybe this song sesuai dgn aper
yang bakal berlaku..
urghhh!!!!
hope this thing never happend...

p/s : knape setiap kebahagian ada kesengsaraan??

hugs and kisses!!!

i'm sick!!

huh!!!
my throat in big trouble...
mungkin kuat sngt smoke??
ataupom
main ujan??
ataupom
lack of water??
ntah lar belalang..
ndak smoke pom xbest!
ndak mkn pom susah..
xselesa nyer...
suara aku pom dah jd cam Louis Amstrong dah ni...
serak2 basah...
huhu...
aku dah minum air asam jawa ni..
hope I'll be fine..

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Little S,
don't worry...
ur secret is ma secret too...

p/s : not everybody is a liar~~

hugs and kisses!!!

1st date??

date: February 28,2009
venue: (hidden)
time: 1200-1300 (lunch hour)

huhuhu...
today is the best day in my life!
having lunch with my Little S..
huk3...
walaupom just a simple lunch,
tapi aku happy...
dapat berdua-duan ngam Little S..
ahaks...
but,
ni leh dikira sbg date ker???
bak kata Little S...
'it's up to you!'

p/s : Little S, thanx for the meal.... xoxo!!

hugs and kisses!!!

tagged oleh kiki si paripari

List these rules on your blog.

• Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
• Tell 7 unspectacular quirks on yours.
• Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names
  

1Q - 7 facts about myself

1.aku heavy smoker!!!
2.aku suka sgt ngam sunset...
3.suka sgt ngam filem lakonan Johnny Depp and Tom Hanks,
owh, filem arahan Tim Burton and Micheal Bay!!!
4.aku die hard fan Harry Potter, lebih2 agi Ginny Weasley!!!
5.aku takut akan lipas and anything insect... scary dowh!!!
6.suka dgr masalah org, walaupom kekadang aku xleh ndak membantu....
7.suka layan movie smbil makan kuaci and minum Vanilla Coke! Yum3!!!

2Q- 7 unspectacular quirks on me

1. xsuka iron seluar
2. xleh tgk pempuan skit, mula ndak mengatal..:p
3.aku pemalas.
4.aku suka kumpul filter rokok..
penah penuh satu tin biskut Jacob!!
5. aku suka duduk mencangkung..
6. kalu kat umah time mlm,
aku kuar and stare pokok beringin
depan umah aku yg dikatakan berhantu!!!
7.aku mudah sgt percayakan org..

3Q- Tag 7 people

ni baru first time aku di tagged...
so,
to be nice...
(drumroll!)
xbaek sakat2 org,
sian kat org tue
but,
i choose Little S...
huk3

p/s: hurm,suke sgt kaco org tue!!!

hugs and kisses!!!